Quiet Days
These few days, Mummy has been keeping quiet... Doing things like she is really single... Of cos not going out, just to work, and back home. At home she does her own things, laundry and watch cartoon, play games and sleep... Every day she does that... Hhhhmmm... Wonder is good or not...
She promised Daddy she will shut up and so she is doing it.. So poor thing... Daddy commented that she is nothing, worthless bitch.. No say.. If wana make a fuss, she will have to get out of the house.. Feeling threaten and tired... Mummy love him, realise the mistake... But sometimes i feel Daddy too much...
He doesn't know how tired being pregnant can be... How much attention is needed. Mummy don't even get it from him, not even friends.. Even since, Mummy became friendless... Cos Daddy used to say.. you have no friends, only me and family.... She obliged to his commands.
I have been naughty, kicking her non-stop, to show my existence... And of cos keep her happy and company... Wana show her she is not alone... Kekek...
Yesterday, Daddy so mean, she was massaging me and the belly while applying her stretch marks cream. She left us there for public to see. The bulging me!!!! Lying on grandma's bed... Daddy walked in.... Pulled her top down and say... So ugly let pple see... She felt hurt... Mummy felt sexy sometimes with me... Not always ugly... Now she understands... Daddy find her ugly... Making her more upset... Mummy loved it when we went swimming.. Although we did not swim, we walked and sat in the pool to relax...
Wearing bikini in the pool showing me off!!! I LIKE!!!!
American IDOL is on again....
Watching it on tele yesterday... Mummy could not stop laughing.. Laughing at how pple can have the courage to do such things... Inspite their singing like normal nia... Kekek... Bt i was wondering if she was really laughing from heart.. Or just laughing to make herself happy... Poor Mummy, wonder how long she is going to keep quiet....
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Mummy was reading her old blog about her days in Baku with Daddy when she was visiting there.. Something stung her heart... My elder brother... Something she will never learn to let go... Something that makes her cry at any time and day of her life...
